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Orally Yours, Reflections
Posted:Oct 25, 2021 11:11 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2021 8:27 am
I was thinking about a fun time, years ago that I thought I would share with you. This is of course back in Wyoming, when I was a little younger by about ten years or so.

His name isn't important, nor his age, race, build, etc. It was the sexual energy and excitement I shared with this man. He was a FWB, and at that time we were not exclusive, though we did not see anyone else for a good solid year. WE just happened ot have matching schedules, sex drives, and hunger. We had a great deal of fun together until he moved away.

He had to be one of the best oral masters I have ever had the pleasure of enjoying. He was a wonderful kisser of course, just the right amount of tongue, passion, sensuality mixed with naughtiness. Even to this day I remember how he made me wet just by kissing me. He would grab ahold of my jaw, and tilt my head up to gaze into my eyes. I would get lost in his eyes and he would lean down and begin kissing me, until he worked his way around to the back of my neck. At the nape he would gently nibble and bite, suddening delicious shivers down my spine right into my very wet pussy.

It did not matter where we were, or what time we had. We made it work, out in the boonies, my house, motel rooms, many of those. He always was very eager to suck and lick my nipples. He would lavish over them for the longest time until I begged him to please let me touch him. He never did though, not until he was sure I had many orgasms.

The way he moved his tongue all over my pussy lips, telling me how wonderful I tasted. Then he would kiss me fully and tell me to taste myself. He would ever so gently start rubbing my clit, telling me that he could feel it growing. Then just as if he was eating a very juicy peach he would go back down and begin slurping, licking, and sucking beginning with my now swollen pussy lips, working his way to the center of my engorged clit. I would be dripping wet, and he would slurp it all up, moaning. Slipping his fingers deep inside of my pussy, curling up into that magical g spot. Sometimes He would slip a finger into my ass too which would drive me insane. Bracing me hard when I tried to rock away from him giving me yet another orgasm. I don't think I have ever cum so hard or often in my life.

Only after that would he allow me to finally touch him and work my magic on him. He loved my oral skills also, always telling me that I was the very best he had ever had. He would face fuck me, but always making sure that he was not getting too aggressive. I loved gently rolling each ball around in my hot wet mouth, and sometimes stopping and giving him a evil smile. Threatening to stop, and that would force my mouth down over his rock hard cock again. I would bring him right ot the edge several times until he would make me stop.

We always had to cool down for a bit with just some heavy petting and kissing, before at last we could get to a really good fucking. All kinds of different positions, but one of my favorite was reverse cowgirl, or doggie. Probably doggie though because he would also pull my long hair and slap my ass occasionally. We would do this and then change positions just so he could last longer. I would begin clutching his cock inside of me with my vaginal muscles which drove him insane. He would always say "Girl, what are you doing to me"? I knew to let up or I would make him cum right away.

When he came, it was the most amazing feeling. The warm rush splattering my walls, making me orgasm one final huge time. Sometimes I would squirt with such force. One time I remember that he just didn't stop stroking in and out of me even after he came, and he got hard again and we continued until he came again. So two heavy loads of cream deep inside me.

I was sad to see him move away but his job transferred him. I still hear from him occasionally, and we reminisce.

Good times, good loving, good friends.

Day 9 of Solitude
Posted:Oct 24, 2021 8:39 am
Last Updated:Oct 25, 2021 10:47 pm

This is day 9 of being alone in a house and no car. Overall it has been a good experience, but not being able to go anywhere has really worn on me.

I find I do not overall mind being alone. I mean I have my 3 dogs and one very ancient cat who keep me some company. I talk with my FWB every night, or almost every night. Once in awhile our schedules will not align. We get alone extremely well, and have become good friends and the lover part is spot on too. I do wish he lived closer, and so does he, but that just makes the time we can be together that more precious.

I am not a social butterfly at all, and I prefer to talk to one or two people at a time. I do not like crowds, will never work a room at a party. I tried to be more social but that is not me, has never been me, and will never be me.

So thankfully I do well being alone, though yes I did get a bit lonely at times. My neighbor would stop over and see if I needed anything. He is such a nice man, he does our lawn care, we pay him for that. A few friends texted me, including a few from this site. That helped, and a very good friend of mine called me a few times. He even wanted to be able to come see me but he is getting ready to go back to college and money is a bit tight. I told him to not be spending money like that to see me. After he is done with school, then I would love to see him again.

I kept busy cleaning house, some deep cleaning. And my crafts. Mainly I loom knitted more hats for . I did buy some yarn, though I hadn't in a year. I have a non profit organization where people have donated both knit wear and yarn so I could continue to donate all over the USA. Sometime I will tell you more about that.

I sat and just relaxed, enjoying the house being more peaceful. Did I miss my husband? Yes and no. We are separated for a reason, and I missed the friendship. Not the bullshit in the marriage, or the fighting. I didn't miss the conflicts over not cleaning up after yourself etc. But it gave him time for some mental clarity over what he has been doing for years,which has been emotionally abusive. We had some long talks on me seeing us as just friends, and finally he is accepting that.

So he returns this afternoon and finally I am getting out of the house. I am excited, I need to see the leaves turning more and go eat at a restaurant.

I hope you all are having a wonderful Sunday.

Be good to yourself

Arouse With Me Please
Posted:Oct 23, 2021 2:27 pm
Last Updated:Oct 25, 2021 1:23 am

I've been wondering something, so I am going write about it here.

What time of the day are you the most aroused?

For I have noticed these days it is first thing in the morning. I wake up horny, and I notice that I am very wet. I am able achieve a series of very strong orgasms without too much much stimulation. . I love just slightly ing with my tiny clit. I have been told anyway that my clit is small, so I will take that at face value. I will lay there though and slip a finger down softly stroke and tempt my clit swell up and give my first of many orgasms.

For me, that is the perfect way start the day. Having so delicious orgasms. Of course it is so much better if you have a partner there be eating your pussy and enjoying your sweet nectar. Returning the favor of course before hopefully you enjoy so serious fucking.

Sotis I like things soft and sensual. Taking our ti enjoy each other without hurry. Other tis I am ready the naughty semi-obedient slut serving her master. That primal friction, that is so natural can be fun. So I guess perhaps next time I will write more about that if you want.

So when are you most aroused?
Are you a soft and sensual lover, or more of a primal master? Or a mixture. ?
The Vanishing Act
Posted:Oct 22, 2021 1:51 am
Last Updated:Oct 25, 2021 11:12 pm

Initially I thought I was too tired to post tonight, but I seem to have caught a second wind.

I was thinking about how difficult it can to find a quality and real FWB. Sure there are scores of men chammering and wanting to have your attention. Generally only those that are very persistent get my attention. But what gets me is this: Why waster your time and energy to only then disappear.

I have had this happen about half the time. They spent the time promising you the stars and moon. Oh yes I want to get to know you, yes friends first. Yes I want to take it slow, this isn't just about the sex, though that will be wonderful. I want to date you, romance you, treat you the way you deserve to be treated. These are some of the things said to me.

Then even though you see them on this site, they never say another word to you. Or very few at least. And no there way no sexual talk, so it isnt a case or cases of them getting off and then walking away.

If I spent the time talking with you, that means something. If I spend the time talking to you at length and sharing bits and pieces of myself, that really meant something. I do not let many into my inner sanctum .

I don't know if women do the same thing or not. But there has to be a better way to week out these posers.

That Sexual Drive
Posted:Oct 20, 2021 2:19 am
Last Updated:Oct 21, 2021 11:42 pm

Forgive me might be necessary upfront because my eyes are tired tonight.

How was your day? I hope you had a good one and a better night.

Why is it that sex is so important to so many of us? I wish sometimes I could be one of these people who could really care less about sex or ever wanting it.

But that will never be me, and I am embracing the highly sexual woman I am. Letting myself not feel ashamed to be all that I am.

I love sex in a variety of ways. Spontaneous, adventurous, silly, crazy, romantic and primal. It's all good, and finger licken good too.

Anyway just a short one tonight, feeling too sleepy.

Sweet Dreams My Pervs

Fucking Machine - Eh Not Too Sure
Posted:Oct 19, 2021 1:41 am
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2021 9:25 pm
Well fellow Perverts , good evening to y'all.

Winding down my uneventful day, day 3 of such. Starting to miss having anyone to really talk too, but since I have no transportation I am making the best of it. I do now know just how horrible my singing is, and I have even started to have meaningful conversations with my dogs.

So onto what the title of this blog suggests - The Fucking Machine. I have one that is attached to something that looks like a reciprocal saw arm. It is just your base model for around $100. I was not ready to invest even that much into a sex toy but I thought maybe it would give me the pleasure and similar feel of have a man fucking me.

Not at all. It came with many assorted attachments, some very flesh like of all different sizes. I picked the very smallest one because at that time I had not had intercourse in over 7 years and I knew I was tight. I still bogged down the machine.

But the machine scares me. I wanted to try it in my ass because I used to love anal sex. But jesus, what if I cant get the thing to stop while it is jack hammering my poor puckered hole! And one would have a heck of a time getting the positioning just right and slowly insert the toy, praying you got enough lube. I would suggest that you not try it aloen for safety reasons back there.

I have only used it that one time. One of these days I may get brave enough to unbury where it lives in the back of a closet. First I need to go buy a gallon of lube, and drop cloths.


Rejoice In The Mental Clarity
Posted:Oct 18, 2021 12:16 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2021 6:24 pm
Well I am feeling much better all around today. Getting used to a routine with just me and the creatures. This time to myself is proving to be very good. Some mental clarity, and redefining who I am as a person, and woman.

Today I have to take out some trash, do dishes, and gut the watermelon. I ordered a few groceries that will be delivered since I have no vehicle currently. I had wanted and planned on getting a car here soon but with the prices right now, I will make do and keep sharing the Jeep.

Back to the groceries, I sorting through the fridge and we don't have much fresh produce. That is something I am really craving anymore, hence why I ordered some groceries. My body is healing nd needs good fuel. The leg is so much better today with no signs of infection outward. So going to keep doing what I am doing.

Update on spouses trip is he has been having a great time with his brother. They are almost to the birth fathers house, and he is very excited to meet him at long last. This so important for him, he needs it to have some questions answered and for closure. It my gift to him, to go by himself and have the time to just sort himself out too. No more being emotionally abusive to me, I have my own demons that I contend with.

Later tonight when I have a bit more time I will tell you all about the fuckingmachine I have but never used but just one time. I do think about getting it out and attaching what ever toy to it, but the thing kind of scares me.

Have a wonderful day my friends.

How Horny Are You?
Posted:Oct 18, 2021 1:48 am
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2021 12:06 pm

Oh my, I am beyond horny, good thing there is no man in this house becaue I would have to jump him. It is one of those nights where all you can do is think about sex. Even masturbated, but got no relief. Sigh

What to do when you are so honry, trying to think of anything else. Pacing, watching the most boring shows on tv, think about reorganizing your closet.

Good thing my FWB plans on being here thursday. I fear there will be no hello, just grabbing him by the hand and dragging his ass to the bedroom. Mmmmm I blane to dreve him insane with desire.

Today when better, I was not blye at all. The leg is still very iffy, but I an handling it. Hurts lke,
Ooooozes Baby
Posted:Oct 17, 2021 4:26 am
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2021 1:16 am

Today, well yesterday technically now was a mixture of happiness and sadness. My husband did make it to where his brother lives, but was in alot of pain last night. So was I so we hung out the phone and I needed talk him down from that high pain and manageable one. Just getting him reposition and also mind over matter much possible.

The leg, the %*^( leg. I hurt off and day, more than off. Tonight while checking it started draining copious amounts of the yellow. I wont go into any more description, but it was sizeable volume. I almost told my spouse that he needs to come home, but I am wanting to wait and see if this will turn the corner with some antibiotics I had left over. It is what it is, and I am dealing with it. Of course my friends and elsewhere really help.

Besides that, just been doing a bit of cleaning, and watched tv, and played with the dogs. I know pretty boring, but since I have no transportation currently.

Hang in there peeps, Once I get feeling better I will tantalizing erotic stories.

Amusing Day
Posted:Oct 16, 2021 2:28 am
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2021 4:16 am

What a day it has been, lord help me.

Started out okay but had a million things to do . Pay bills, shop for the week. Help my husband finish packing for his trip. Oh and cleaned out too.

It was alot, and in the midst of all this we were going back in forth on what to do. See I have some anxiety about driving in bigger cities. I avoid if possible. Still I was willing to drive him to the airport. He didnt want me driving back here in the dark. We decided on trying to get a ride from Lyft. What a joke, the driver never showed. Now i had a feeling that might happen, so plan B was for him to take the Jeep after all.

That is what ended up happening, and tonight I discovered that my right leg is very infected. I will see if I can do a video appointment. I have taken all the necessary steos to helo the wound. And we agreed that if it is getting bad, he can change his flight to a much earlier.

I'm tired! And FWB can't make it this weekend. He had some things come up that I encouraged his to go spend time with his family instead. I will see him later in teh week. It is fine, thought a little bummed.

Pretty comical really the whole situation.,

Don't Text and Fuck
Posted:Oct 14, 2021 11:28 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2021 8:39 pm

I waa thinking about this lover I used to have. He came all the way to New Mexico to see me from Wyoming. He was a little smitten with me. And I tried like hell to make it work though I had no idea what i was getting into.

But we had some good times and I really adored his mother. I ended up taking his dachshund that was very old and having him live out the rest of his life with me. We had sex quite a few times up in the mountains, after riding 4 wheelers all over the place. I even wrecked on one and really messed up my leg for awhile.

But this one time we were in a motel room, going at it. And his phone keeps chiming with text messages. Honest to God he grabs his phone and tries to reply while fucking me. Then he starts answering his phone with a very pissed off wife ont he other end. After about the 4th time, I had had enough. I sent him, and his phone out the door and told him to go back to his wife.

We laughed about it years later, it was a crazy time. I really cared for him, but he was just too messed up and couldnt stop lying to everyone about everythings.

Sadly he passed away a few years ago from complications for diabetes.

My Selfish Me Time
Posted:Oct 14, 2021 11:21 pm
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2021 2:32 am

I am taking a week off of all of this medical crap, because it is just a bit overwhelming.

Not that I am currently sick, I am not. I am free of infections at this point, nothing contagious at all. But they all want to test me to death for no real reason. That really wears on your overall mental health after awhile. So since I had no urgent appointments next week and I will have some time to myself, I am taking it.

My FWB will be coming to see me, and since I will be alone he can spend the night here. I know it will likely be twice this coming week that I will see him, unless things change.

And I plan on doing alot of me time. Creating in many different ways and just relaxing.

I think sometiems we all need sometime to recenter ourselves and decide on what we ant out of life instead of doing for everyone else. This will be my selfish week.

Don't PICC On Me
Posted:Oct 13, 2021 10:34 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2021 11:12 pm
I'm free!

Running rampant out in the streets without a leash now!

That's right, the PICC line was removed today and I shed not a tear at it's depature.

This home infusion journey went so much better then the time before that I had to do the .

Still so many doctor visits, beginning to think that I might a specialist for the specialists - lol. But then I remind myself that I am very grateful live in a country where we can get medical help.

I am getting a bit stronger each day. My FWB will be coming see me a couple times this coming weekend and week. WE are both very much looking forward , been almost a month and I miss his kisses and scent very much. I am still amazed because we this incredible chemistry, we feed off of each other naturally. Just happens, in sync. We havent even ever had a disagreement, and just flows.

We both are very honest, and not committed each other. We are both free see other people if we choose too. Sadly he is no longer on this site, and I do miss just seeing his profile. I would love to a FWB that lived closer, but just havent found a good match of a man would want be friends first and build on that with the understanding that we are just FWB, hopefully ltr. Not wanting the filed, just feel is not safe for anyone do anymore. Especially me with a low immune system.

All in due time, if it is meant happen will. If not, that is fine too. I am very realistic about this whole thing, where at one time I was more or a romantic then now. Dont get me wrong, romance, being treated like a lady is always a huge plus. I be respected, and treated like a lady. Kissed, held, cuddled, caressed, all of the wonderful things we ladies melt over.

I do hope my friends on here are doing well. I another day full of doctor visits, and then no more until next monday.

Keep those lips puckered and those hands softly caressing


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